Almost Done

I am almost done.  Recently I was almost done with everything... everything, I was ready to leave everything behind.  But now, I feel like I am back on track and I realized that I just want to be done with high school.  I was convinced that I would be a bawling mess on the last day of high school and would lose my shit.  But now, I feel more and more numb and I'm ready to walk out of the school. I don't think I'll be sad anymore. I've noticed that I've become emotionally unattached to most things in that school.  And the few people that I do still care about will be with me regardless of whether or not I see them every day at school.  I have about three people in that building that I love and care about and everyone else is unimportant to me.  I used to have some teachers that I loved too, that I was convinced I would share my journey with.  I was so eager to share my journey, but now, now I don't care.  I don't feel that urge to impress people anymore and I feel like it's more tiresome than rewarding to try to explain to people what I want out of my life.  Point is, I have ten more days and three of those days will be consumed by my ap exams.  I am so excited.  And the last two days of school, I won't care about anything anymore.  It's going to be so fun.  And when I walk across that stage on graduation day.... I will look down at my graduating class and I will be so content.  I won't see those people all at once ever again.  I think it will be extremely satisfying and I can't wait.  I'm going to make these last two weeks of high school really count and then I'm finally done! And free to start a new chapter in this life.